Yes the link is to the song that my title is refering to... its funny to me because random songs pop into my head all of the time no rhyme or reason... anyways enough about my ADD...
My Thoughts Today:
-Just when you think things are starting to look up something comes along to kick you in the face and say "Hello, are you kidding me? You're not that lucky!" My job search continues, as it has for the past 5 months... Application after Application, resume after resume, honestly the whole thing is tedious and depressing... and what is the government doing with their money?! PUTTING IN A HIGH SPEED RAIL WAY!!! News flash Obama... nobody uses the train anymore, if we aren't commuting by plane, it's by bus or car... seriously! Oh "it will create more jobs" blah blah blah... Well what about people like me I am not capable of nor would I work on a rail road... So where is my work? Where is my chance to be part of society? I have college loans to pay back, for a degree that has obviously gotten me no where... Where is the justce in that? Oh and income taxes... I would like to know what megalomaniac came up with that idea... "Let's pay the government lots and lots of money and only see half of it, or for some pay even more!" I have one word for that person, STUPID! Seriously... we are giving the government money money money and yet nobody is seeing anything for it... except a STUPID RAILWAY!!! Sorry I just can't get over how "useful" my tax dollars are in the hands of sheer ignorance...
-I think I would like to become a cake decorator... like on the cake boss. Part of me wishes that I could have done that instead of going to college for the ridiculous major that I did. I really enjoy it, and with no training/education and limited resources/tools I think I do a pretty good job! For example, I do all of the birthday cakes for my family, and one that I was particularly happy with the end result was my 4 year old cousin's most recent cake. It's a 'Handy Manny' Cake after his favorite show on the disney channel. See below:
This is a website to show you the actual character...
Doing something like this would make me truly happy, seeing as whenever I am heavily stressed I bake. Also the final product always gives me a sense of pride and accomplishment, things I think most people hope to achieve at least once in their lifetime.
- My positive note... I am going on Monday to David's Bridal to get fitted for my wedding gown! :-) I am so happy I could cry! (happy tears of course) If nothing else I have my dress! Hopefully the money will fall into place SOON!!! (I hope I hope I hope I hope) My interview today went well but I am still nervous as hell! Something's gotta give right? I pray to God!
Well that's all for tonight... I leave you with my quote of the day...
"Throughout the Bible, God shows a marked preference for 'real' people over 'good' people."
- Philip Yancey -
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