Let me start out by saying this is my first time ever blogging. I am always overrun with thoughts and information that to most is useless and annoying. SO... after talking to several people who blog they suggested that I try it as it seems to be very therapeutic. "It's a way to get your thoughts out there without worrying about boring someone with them, if people don't want to read it they won't and if they do they will." A very interesting statement that I pondered for quite some time and finally decided what the hell... why not?
My Thoughts Today:
-It's funny how someone you have known your whole life, who was a seemingly thoughtful and caring person and supposedly loved you can change by merely uprooting their lives and the lives of those near and dear to you. I have always been the "forgive but never forget" type, and now that stream of conscience has led me to lose all respect for this person. Anyone willing to make so many good people endure a life of loneliness, insecurity, instability, and heart ache for their own selfish purposes, to reign as king in a floundering kingdom of lies and despair. I don't have it in my heart to hate, because I am a good person. But I strongly dislike everything being done and the person that you're becoming. I can deal with change but not when it's from good to bad... Fate and destiny has a way of catching up with you no matter how fast or how far you run... Oddly enough this thought transcends into my next one...
-"Bad things happen to good people" I don't know if there is any truer of a statement. It pains me to watch my family and friends (who by the way are good people) suffer. Money problems, family turmoil, and relationship issues... It's an awful thing to have to watch those close to your heart struggle to cope and lose hope... In today's world that's what many of us live on, it's the only thing that makes us get up in the morning... A glimmering hope for a better day then yesterday... Depressing? I should say so!
-On a positive note (I'm going to make that my mission to end on a positive note every time, 'no promises though!') I am 99.99999% positive that I have found my wedding gown! You know... I never thought that I would be one of those girls... You know the ones you see in movies or on those shows on TLC and WE TV (which by the way I am OBSESSED with) where they get all giddy and sappy... But I did! I was giddy as a school girl ha ha ha... The dress is perfect! My Cinderella-Fairytale-Dream gown! If anyone cares to look its on http://www.davidsbridal.com/ and in the top right hand corner you will see a box to punch in style numbers and keywords etc. punch in T9513... I am smiling from ear to ear just writing about it!
Well thats all for now, and my friends were right... This is the perfect outlet for me! I feel better already!
I end my first blog post with an inspirational quote, which I think I am going to make a regular occurence (sort of my signature)
"The future depends on what we do in the present."
- Mahatma Gandhi -
Just an FYI...your dress is gorgeous!!!! I miss you and wish I was closer...people hear are really starting to suck!!!! (And a side note I really think the only good thing I got out of joining a sorority was Rob). I truly am thankful to still have you as a close friend even though I am hours away :-( <3 you
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