My Knight in Shining Armor

     Just when you think he's the one... he goes and proves himself again! :-) Man what a week we have been through... Wednesday just passed and already it's been quite the shit-storm. To be honest, I don't know what I would have done without him... he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. He's my rock, my support system, some days the only thing that makes me want to wake up in the morning. We have been through so much in the two years (as of Feb. 20) that we have been together... good and bad, great and awful, and we're still together and our love for eachother continues to grow. Next year I will be his wife and he will be my husband, and our bond will be both eternal and legal :-)... I couldn't be happier to have found my soulmate and know that for the rest of my life my heart will belong to him.

     Somedays I find myself deep in thought, and it never fails they're always about him. I have never been so concerned with another person's happiness and welfare, I suprise myself with the lengths I am willing to go to to make sure that both are fully intact. But don't fool yourself he goes to the same extremes to ensure the very same beatitude. The love between us is something that I never imagined could happen to me, not in my wildest dreams. Thank God it did! I couldn't make it through half the days and most of the nights without him in my life. And no matter what our wedding (however inexpensive it will be) is going to be the greatest most amazing day of my life because it will be with him... I will love you forever Christopher Heino Puding!

Here is a poem that I wrote specifically for him...

In a Perfect World
Here's my hand,
take it.
Let's run away
into the sunsets,
like in fairytales.
You'll be my prince,
my knight in shining armor.
We'll travel the earth,
picnic ontop of pyramids,
swim in the sea,
and lay in white sands.
Oh sweet knight,
I beg of you to rescue me
from this world of judgement
and cruelty.
Let us escape,
to a world all our own.
-Ashley DiPace-


The Love Drug
Joined hands,
melted hearts,
the warmth I feel,
when I'm in your arms,
it's unmeasureable.
The butterflies
within my stomach,
they flit an flutter
whenever you're near.
You hold me close
and my body starts to shiver.
I close my eyes
and I can see the future,
you and me
swimming in a sea of ecstasy,
together
and in love.
-Ashley DiPace-

"There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved."

- George Sand -